Four years ago today the infection came and you went back to the hospital. Antibiotics were given and you were in good spirits. I stayed with you all night and never left your side. Hopes were high, your shunt revision was a success and it never crossed our minds you would not come home again.
Three years ago today, Landon came to us. The nephew you never met. Did you send him to us from heaven, knowing how much we would need him in our lives to continue without you? He is so much like you in every way! It is amazing, if reincarnation exists, he would be proof of your return...but that is for GOD to tell us sometime later. It is bitter sweet, to be celebrating a new life, who turns 3 years today, and mourning a loss so great as the loss of a beloved son.
Today we will celebrate Landon's birthday at "Build a Bear" and I will build a bear in your memory to donate to a child at Downey Regional Medical Center. I love you and miss you as always.
Each day this week, from November 16th until November 22nd when your organs were recovered, I will write a message of that journey. It is my grief to handle as I choose, and your story to tell. Forever all my love, mother.
Three years ago today, Landon came to us. The nephew you never met. Did you send him to us from heaven, knowing how much we would need him in our lives to continue without you? He is so much like you in every way! It is amazing, if reincarnation exists, he would be proof of your return...but that is for GOD to tell us sometime later. It is bitter sweet, to be celebrating a new life, who turns 3 years today, and mourning a loss so great as the loss of a beloved son.
Today we will celebrate Landon's birthday at "Build a Bear" and I will build a bear in your memory to donate to a child at Downey Regional Medical Center. I love you and miss you as always.
Each day this week, from November 16th until November 22nd when your organs were recovered, I will write a message of that journey. It is my grief to handle as I choose, and your story to tell. Forever all my love, mother.
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