SOMEDAY... SOMEDAY... SOMEDAY

Just thinking of you and missing you so very much. I still cry for you. I am still mad you left me, not at you, but because your death happened at all. I pray for comfort but it is evasive. I long to hear your voice. I wish to hold you once again, for even just a moment. I look for signs that you are near but i am not very good at finding them. Someday. Someday. Someday. That is what I cling to...but my grip slips often and i am left fighting hard to grab back so i don't slip into the abyss gone forever. All my love, you were my joy, my laughter, my smile. Until we meet again kisses and hugs to heaven to you from me. Mudder.